I have no memories of my father and family who come home late every night because of my work, and I have been raised with love only by my mother for a long time. It wasn't too late for me to start conscious of my mother as a'female'. And it's been 10 years since I acted as a'normal son'by suppressing my feelings toward my mother. A love for a mother who swells with her growing body. At the age of being able to stand alone, I decided to take action to connect with my mother.